This post has been one I’ve really struggled publishing — not because it’s filled with anything crazy important — although photos of my family are VERY important to me :) — but because it’s one where I admit something to all of you. And also, this post is sort of like a topic variety pack. You can thank me later.
OK, so that thing I’m going to admit, are you ready for it?
I’m a huge coward at sharing the inspiration I gather. {Yikes, that’s embarrassing to admit.} Instead of making it happen, I hold on to the inspiration I gather with fear. Most of the time I sweep it aside, trying to buy myself more time to get it right when really it’s already right. Right now; as it already is, in it’s pure state.
I’m great at over-thinking a situation. Instead, I need to just get started.
Do you know I draw a lot of inspiration from this friend? The way she bravely writes is as though she’s connecting an invisible line from her heart to our computer screens. Lisa’s courage tugs at my inner spirit; her writing challenges me in unique ways and I love reading her blog.
Today is a new day. A fresh, new day. I’m going to challenge myself to be more brave, to translate into actions my word of the year, to really live out what this blog is about. Those dreams I have? I need to be chasing ’em!
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For the past five weeks we’ve been so, so blessed to have our families here with us in Los Angeles, helping us with Maxwell and cooking, laundry and organizing, “life with a baby” tip-giving and of course good old conversation and adventuring around the city.
It’s been absolutely wonderful to have them staying with us. Like Zack said to me the other morning, as the last of our family was catching their first flight back home to Michigan — Our entire time in LA has been focused on our family coming to stay with us. I can’t believe that time is already over. It’s almost as though our first day home with Max is just starting for our family, even though he’s been with us for five weeks now.
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This quote, oh I’m absolutely loving it:
Each day only happens once, Everyday Elsie
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Right now I have a lot on my heart + mind. Life nowadays is completely different, never before have we experienced what we are experiencing. There’s just so much change :) And it’s a little bit scary… but at the same time it’s super exciting. You know what I’m talking about, right?
Each morning a new, fresh day. Each day, new goals are set. Each evening, new prayers are whispered in the dark of the night. We are sitting on the cusp of change and — dare I write this — we’re getting ready for another new adventure.
PS. I made some changes to my hair :) Lots more blonde, lots less auburn. I love it.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart….He will direct your path…
Thanks for sharing with us and for reminding us that it is okay to have some fears, but each day is a new day – can’t wait for the adventure again tomorrow.
Be encouraged!
I am feeling the same way because I graduate college in two weeks! I am just trying to soak it all in and not freak out.
Hair looks great by the way;)
Oh Maggie – I’m with you, I have a terrible at over-thinking things and I’ve had a hard time sharing my heart, inspirations, struggles and hopes– out loud– or on the screen. I’m glad you’re “getting started” maybe I should give that a try :)
I’m excited to hear more about this new adventure. Although every day with a newborn is an adventure of it’s own! Adventures can be scary but also fun and filled with blessings, and don’t I know… ;) Can’t wait to hear more!
awwww i know how exactly how you feel about family leaving and really starting your own family! we had help for 14 months… and it was a real shock to not have the help, but it has been GOOD!! good luck! :)
I am so happy to hear you are keeping the faith in yourself and your hopes and dreams and believe in all that you are capable of. It won’t take much time at all before you realize how much you can actually accomplish in a day once you set your heart and mind to it. I especially am proud to hear you say you tend to over-think…..Conquering the “over thinking” and turning that same energy into making things happen will absolutely amaze you. I am the girl who has 27 things on my daily to do list, and I am not happy unless I can accomplish 25 of them. (You have seen me in action, so you know it’s true.) This family is blessed with amazing capable role models (moms.. grandmas :) )You are a great business woman, wife, mommy, and home maker, You’ve got this. Love you
Maggie, never be afraid to share what inspiration you gather. I something “over think” a situation and then the moment passes me by and I never recapture that inspiration. Your posts are inspirational in themselves. You need to encourage us to be more open! Let go and let God! Hugs, Di
Almost there momma….the first 6 weeks are crazy. My best friend told me “the first six weeks suck.” Which of course, we know isn’t really true, but the first six weeks are really hard for reasons that you never thought of before… Around the 6 week mark, things usually mellow out a little. He is beautiful & so is his momma!
I have an 18-month old son, but I loved reading this:
http://www.pregnantchicken.com/pregnant-chicken-blog/2010/5/4/what-you-need-to-know-about-newborns.html
I have been following you for a while and have commented very few times… really if ever. ;) I am moved by this blog post and connect strongly with it. I, too, am on the cusp of a huge change. I am deciding to leave my teaching job of 13 years to he home, spend more time with my family, and focus on my inspirations. It is hard… and I am feeling exactly like you. I just keep trying to remind myself to be true to myself and do what I feel is right. Too much of my time is spent on wondering how other people will react… I just need to act. Blessings to you and your beautiful family.
I love new adventures! love love love. I’m begging God for one, maybe I shouldn’t , His idea may not be like mine. Never let fear stop you.
I so feel you on the over-thinking things! It is almost like we are afraid to tackle that inspiration because it could be so so awesome and sometimes, that is a little scary! There will never be a “right” time but there will always be a time when it is right!
xoxo – Michelle
OH honey, can I ever relate but I’m on the opposite end of the spectrum! My baby, my first born is not going into college this fall, he will probably, more than likely be gone by then… he was offered his dream. An opportunity to do something he has dreamed about since he was tiny… so now we as parents are in a wait and see pattern. Wondering how quickly things will fall together… I know his employer is more than a little ticked! And then there is work for my hubby…. possible changes there too. but once again in a dreams come true kinda way. Yep I am trying so hard to just take it one day at a time. Let the Lord lead me… and so it means I’m kinda quiet… on the blog, in real life, as i go about my every day. absorbing, thinking, over analyzing, praying, praying so much… being. so know that i’ll be praying for you all as well! new adventures… exciting, frightening, tantalizing but bathed in prayer… a good thing as they stretch us, make us grow rather than stagnate. sending love and prayers your way!… peggy
Love you Beauty. Awesome post.
Yep, Life is a constant revelation of change and beauty. You are an inspiration; one day at time with His guidance, wisdom and strength. You got this!
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